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April 9, 2010
Posted: 2108 GMT
Mourners, one draped in the old South African flag, attend Terreblanche's funeral.
I felt a sense apprehension as we drove through the wide African cornfields just before the town of Ventersdorp to cover the funeral of slain AWB leader Eugene Terreblanche. In 1992 I had nearly been killed as a firefight broke out between the neo-Nazi Afrikaner Weerstandsbeweging and a police force made up entirely of white Afrikaners. Afrikaners were killing and wounding Afrikaners and civil war was a real possibility. I tripped and fell into a ditch as the firing began and that is the only reason I was not shot as I was caught in the middle of the worst of the crossfire. That was nearly 20 years ago now but the memories are still traumatic. I felt a weight in the pit of my stomach as we drove through the streets of the small, remote town that have barely changed in all these years. Back then, there were no black people on the streets when the AWB marched. Today, many black people peered curiously at the Afrikaners arriving in their cars and pick up trucks waving the old South African flag. There had been some minor clashes between black and white a few days before, but the presence of black people was the first sign that things had changed somewhat here. At the funeral in the Afrikaans Protestant Church, the crowd of white Afrikaners was calm and respectful. There was a heavy police presence, made up mostly of black officers. Twenty years ago, that would have been impossible. When the AWB gathered then, they were uniformed in black and flew their red flags with their unique three-armed swastika. They were heavily armed and would quite possibly have fired on a black police force. Today, there were no guns, a few people wore the old uniforms, but there was very little tension as black journalists wove their way through the crowd. One man asked me where I was from. “CNN,” I told him. “That’s the Communist News Network,” another man responded. That was a first for me, to be accused of being a communist, but it certainly was nothing like the vitriol that we were subjected to in the past. The service was conducted in Afrikaans and the pastor talked of the need of his people to reconnect with God. Another speaker did say that Afrikaners had been provoked enough, but, by and large, people were there to mourn, not to rage. At the graveside, black ANC officials stood next to AWB members as a motley guard of honor snapped to attention. They were the remnants of the ‘Ystergard’ or the Iron Guard of the AWB of old. Most were ageing men with graying hair and potbellies whose clumsiness spoke of uncertainty rather than the arrogance of old. These are a people whose power has shrunk, who feel, as one man told me, “a constant sense of fear.” They believe their future is threatened, and most there were farmers who fear being attacked on their farms. Some believe it is an orchestrated threat against them as a people. Violent crime has withered the sense of hope that many South Africans felt when Nelson Mandela came to power, and these Afrikaners are no different. But if I think back to 20 years ago, today, far from being a flashpoint of racial tension, was a reminder that we as a nation have matured. We don’t really understand each other properly yet, but the power of the old hate has gone. Posted by: CNN Producer, Hamilton Wende
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