July 14, 2009
Posted: 326 GMT

LONDON, England – This should have been it. The night Michael Jackson returned triumphantly to the stage in London for the opening night of an epic farewell residency and his first concerts in a decade.

Michael Jackson fans write messages to the star on a whiteboard erected outside the O2 Arena.
Michael Jackson fans write messages to the star on a whiteboard erected outside the O2 Arena.

The tragic pop star may not have made it back to the O2 Arena, the scene of his final public appearance to announce the “This Is It” dates back in February, but plenty of his fans turned up all the same to mark the moment, celebrate their hero and seek solace and comfort in the company of their fellow devotees.

During his life, Jackson's fans were notorious for - and took a certain pride in - their cultish loyalty to the performer. Perhaps it is no surprise therefore that to some Jackson has now become a kind of quasi-religious figure: martyred, misunderstood and mercilessly hounded to his sudden, shocking death.

“To me, because this was where he did the press conference, it was almost like his final performance was here,” said Morganna Bramah. “His final public speech was in this area, so it's a very spiritual place for us to come and pay our respects to the man.”

The 29-year-old Bramah had just returned to London from Los Angeles where she had hoped to attend last week's official memorial to Jackson at the Staples Center. Tearfully, she said the past two weeks had been a “spiritual pilgrimage.”

“I felt like I needed to do it because he has given to us so much and it's the least we can do to show the world how much he was loved, how much he was respected and how much we are going to miss him.”

Gemma White and Terry Shaw, from Kent in southern England, admitted they were both “still in denial” about Jackson's death.

“You can't explain the feeling of seeing Michael Jackson in person, even if it was for one brief second of him walking out of a building,” said Shaw, also just back from Los Angeles. “We came down here for Michael. It was the last thing we could do for him. It had to be done.”

Among the crowds leaving flowers, memorabilia and messages at a makeshift shrine outside the venue were many fans who, with tickets, flights and hotels already booked, had decided to come to London anyway.

“It's like coming to a family reunion where you meet your long lost relatives,” said Jessica Prater, 28, of Harlem, New York. “I'm really feeling the love and I know Michael is here in spirit. I can feel it.”

Italian pair Martin Russo and Enrico Ardifo said they had decided to come at the last minute when they heard about plans for a London tribute via Facebook. “He had a special bond with his fans. Michael cared truly for his fans,” Ardifo said.

Holding a handmade banner saying, “You will never be forgotten,” Sophie Bradley, 25, said she came to say thank you to Jackson. “I've flown in from the Middle East but I had to be here,” she said.

A Jackson fan since she was eight, Bradley said she collapsed when she heard the news of the performer's death.

“He was a father figure and a role model,” she said. “To some fans, it's just about the songs - but to the real fans he was about so much more than the music.”

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Bing   July 14th, 2009 447 GMT

It couldn't have been the concert of the decade but we never really know what lies ahead of us. Thanks for sharing. I also found this Michael Jackson comeback book that will surely become a valued collector’s item and might interest you too.

alan   July 14th, 2009 542 GMT

He gave so many people pleasure and touched so many hearts during his life, brief though it was.

May he rest in peace.

Sammys   July 14th, 2009 548 GMT

Michael jackson was larger than life even in his death. We will miss him and there will be no one like him !

David Barnabas   July 14th, 2009 622 GMT

Micheal Jackson has left his "music-prints" on the sand of time!

cho-saillant veronique   July 14th, 2009 635 GMT

Friends and Fans,
today is our french national day but there is nothing to celebrate beside our revolution in 1789, we are living in a selfish world with selfish people. Michael showed us the right way. love each other, save the planet. now he has left an empty space in our hearts. Nobody, yes, nobody can be as good as he was.He wanted to stay young and be with youngsters, and there is nothing wrong about it. Mr JOE.J see what you have done to your son !! He needed love and in return you only gave him pain, lots of pains. it is too late to say sorry to him. Yes, THANK YOU Michael, you are not alone we all love you . Thank you for giving so much of your love to the kids. it is only LOVE and Happiness. THANK YOU, FOREVER, THANK YOU. MERCI Veron

audrey   July 14th, 2009 641 GMT

well, i seem to understand well how his fans think and feel. i had never been a fan of MJ but since his death i have started to read about him and to see all the interviews he had made. although in all his talks he had been saying the same over all the 20 yrs and he seemed a same person, but he was never seriously listened to. He was not understood. The medien had a big part to make him a devil and freak figure. There is too little tolerance in our society, in particular when it is about a public person. This is really sad. In a way, his death seems the only chance to make people remembering his contribution to the world and him as a person. I wish this had happened when he was still alive. audrey from Germany

Shivani nair   July 14th, 2009 748 GMT

Hi im from johannesburg south africa.ive been a michael jackson fan all my life.honestly i cnt believe it i feel devastated that his gone.everyday i wish it wasnt true.thank you for everything michael.on behalf of myself and all your fans in south africa we love you and will miss you forever.no one will take your place in our hearts.thank you for being the greatest source of happiness,hope and faith in our lives.rest in peace.

Chukwuemeka   July 14th, 2009 750 GMT

Micheal jackson was really a legend and a legend indeed.l haven't seen anybody that made history like him.l will make sure that his memories still remain even to the next two generations to come.

Jean, Paris   July 14th, 2009 833 GMT

Enough is enough.

This talented but weird person was hardly a role model for anybody.

Let's move on.

Palesa ,South Africa   July 14th, 2009 842 GMT

MJ was really a legend indeed my his soul rest in peace,and hope those who never like him will leave him alone now because his gone,bye Michael you will be missed by all who loved you.

Berna   July 14th, 2009 843 GMT

Micheal – you still live in me – you will always be my number one fan all my life – I still don't believe you are not here on earth with us. I will always play your music in thanksgiving to Our God the Creator who gave you this gift to make His children happy. I know you are there enjoying with Him – He took you because He loves you so much! You will always be missed but remembered at the same time! Love you MJ. Berna from Uganda, East Africa

Ellen   July 14th, 2009 855 GMT

Michael jackson was used to be so pure, natural, but his perspectives was indeed so ahead of. He was so powerful to influence in people's thought and way of life, in particular, American the President Obama won the election because he used the way- Change , Change, Change which Michael Jackson was used to be in his songs, like Man in the Mirror, beat it .......

Hayeesha   July 14th, 2009 904 GMT

Hi, am 4rm Nigeria.. For God so love the world dat he sent his beloved son( MICHEAL JOSEPH JACKSON.) To touch d world with his songs and wealth.. Words cant express who MJ is... I will always remain grateful to him for making me love people and sharing with them what i have... Thank MJ for everything.. And I love You Mj and would miss you.

majead shema   July 14th, 2009 908 GMT

Michael Jackson singing legend and king of pop no one will be like him
and he live with us for ever i really love you MICHEAL rest in peace .

majeda from Libya

Felix Yashim   July 14th, 2009 914 GMT

To me Mj really a legend if there is another name to use i can use it
to call him. rest in peace.

Susanne / Germany   July 14th, 2009 920 GMT

++++ To all the true fans in the world ++++

TAKE CARE OF THE KINGS CHILDREN!!!

!!! LET IT BE PAPPARAZZI !!!

AND TO ALL THE MAGAZINES:

DON`T PAY MONEY FOR THESE KIND OF PICTURES!
ITS NOT FAIR!!!

GM   July 14th, 2009 951 GMT

I still can`t believe that MJ is gone because he is gone too soon.
This is a lesson for all parents who is dreaming of making their kids a superstar but please think of MJ `s life first.
Nobody cared about him...I wished he was alive to hear his daughter love and care for him.
You are not alone MJ and you are the man in the mirror of many people today.

R.I.P MJ !

Arno   July 14th, 2009 1009 GMT

Michael Jaksons' name, like Michaelangelo, Shakespear, Mozart, will live on forever. He will never be forgotten. We are lucky to have lived during his time. RIP Michael.

Abbey Adenejolu   July 14th, 2009 1023 GMT

I want to say a BIG thank you to all of Michael Joe Jackson fans. U know that my baby is lookin at us all n SMILLING..... Michael was not only a legend but a role model that i think, infact i know we can all learn from. in making the world a far much better place than the KING OF POP left it.

I'm not so sure if any of u have seen MOONWALK, a movie by Michael. I am bringing this up so that anyone that has not seen it before can go and watch it, and to the one's that have, did any of u notice the part where different news paper of Michael was flashed???? If yes, then i want u all to know that Michael was an agel sent to make the WORLD a better place....If u all take a look at Mchael's life......HE DID. IN THIS VIDEO, MICHAEL in a way told us when HIS life will end.

TO THE ENTIRE JACKSON FAMILY,

MY SINCERE HEART CONDOLENCE GOES OUT TO U ALL IN THIS EASY TIME.......I SAY 'EASY' BECAUSE I WANT U ALL TO REFLECT ON YOUR TIME WITH MICHALE, AND U WILL KNOW THAT THOUGH MICHAEL BEARED A LOT ON HIS SHOULDER, HE WAS LOVED AND WILL BE FOREVER. I LOVE U CATHRINE, U ARE A TRUE MOTHER INDEED. JERMAIN, U ALWAYS HAD HIS BACK AS U SAID BUT I KNOW MICHAEL LOVE U ALL!!! SO DO I.

MICHAEL JOSHEP JACKSON, I ABBEY WILL ALWAYS LOVE N REMEBMER U...... I MISS U!!!! X

Krishna   July 14th, 2009 1029 GMT

Most of the guys here are still in liquid form when i started seeing MJ performances when he was in the Jackson5. When he was alive nobody believes his truce and it literally kills him, but now crying for the lost diamond.Long Live Michael Joseph Jackson.

arwcw   July 14th, 2009 1041 GMT

Celebrity worship taken to such extremes is, to me, a bit scarey. The man was an entertainer, not a saint (by a long stretch).

Austin Chuks   July 14th, 2009 1044 GMT

More than a million tickets sold for "This is it" concert. Wow; that's after 45 years of career!

It all points to one thing: Love. Michael Jackson loved, although he was not loved back exactly the way he would hv wanted, but people still loved and love him.

DD   July 14th, 2009 1102 GMT

I will trully miss Micheal Jackson. Thank GOD for his music, legacy and peace that he taught the world. R.I.P. King of Pop ;-).
DD Alaska

Jelena   July 14th, 2009 1105 GMT

Oh God this is heartbreaking:(......Volim te Mikey!!!!!

You may be with angels now but your legacy will live on....

I looooooooooooooooooove you soooooo much!!! And i will love you foreverrr

Kamlesh   July 14th, 2009 1128 GMT

Hi, I am from Kathmandu, Nepal. Truely saying, i was also one of those people who never was interested on MJ. He was more like an alien to me. But since his death I have tried learn more about him, his contribution of music towards the whole world and I have to admit that he was not an ordinary fellow and there will never be another MJ. Please let him rest in peace which he never got when he was alive. We MISS you.

Lucy Carvalho - Brazil   July 14th, 2009 1201 GMT

Michael has touched my life in such a wonderful and powerful way, that it´s impossible not to suffer with his sudden and tragic death.
I still can´t believe he is gone... It feels so empty, so sad ´cause he took a part of me with him. My life won´t be the same without his joy, his bright and his presence. I was supposed to see him 15 days from now after 8 years waiting for that chance. It´s just too hard to believe...
My prayers are with him and his children every single day.
I just gotta thank him for everything good he brought to my life and for being such a strong influence to the woman i am today.
Thank you Mike, you´ll live forever and ever!! I´m always with you more than ever before!

Peter Vin - Yakutsk, Sakha, Siberia   July 14th, 2009 1317 GMT

Siberia misses you, Michael! We love you so much!
Ever since you appeared through thousands of miles, political barriers and iron curtains, you broke the ice and stone in our hearts.
You have become the sun that shines over our heads bringing music, love, dance, passion and peace. Now we are different, you made this change, you changed the world.
Thank you, Michael! You are in our hearts forever!

fakolujo olakunle   July 14th, 2009 1323 GMT

i love u mj.you will always be in my heart.thank you.

fakolujo olakunle   July 14th, 2009 1325 GMT

ure trully the greatest

Angela   July 14th, 2009 1328 GMT

Michael Jackson, was definitely by far the KING OF POP, he could sing, dance and surely perform, We will all miss him, this is sooo sad, I hope there was no foul play, it is hard to believe otherwise, However, dear, you rest in peace, and God our Creator will know everything. I could have watched you perform all day, if possible, and I watched the Memorial Service in its entirety, it was very good, but too sad. Take your rest love, you were a very hard working individual, and those nasty rumors, were, and are so unfortunate.

Don - Arizona   July 14th, 2009 1351 GMT

Michael Jackson's music was part of my life growing up. Some of my best memories include his music. While there were questions about his life, I also know people blow stuff up. It is hard to believe the press but what I do believe is what his consistent message was and the music he gave us. He believed in loving as a child, seeing the world in a more simple way. He was very talented and he has made our world a better place. Michael will live on in our hearts, memories and with future generations. We are lucky to have lived and watched him in our generation.

Toni - Philippines   July 14th, 2009 1411 GMT

It should have been the biggest comeback concert of all time. A new record to be set, a new brand of music waiting to be seen and heard.

I dont own any album of MJ but when passed away, it felt like a part of my childhood was taken away from me. He was very much part of my gradeschool days and early adolescence. I feel guilty that somehow media blinded me when MJ was going through his darkest hours of his life. I was not totally with MJ at that time and this hurts the most now.

He gave so much to his fans and non-fans – his exquisite talent and artistry. I am limited by this testimony – much that I can offer to MJ and to his family. He will continue to touch us with his greatness through his songs and work. May we touch others too with the same gentleness and love he has shown his fans all over the world.

I am sure MJ is now moon-walking with God in heaven. Keep dancin' Michael!

I am missing you every day.

Amara   July 14th, 2009 1414 GMT

Michael left a legacy which will stand the test of time. his lerics, rhythms and performance are always magical.The name MiCHAEL will ever be green in the minds of many generations

NANCY   July 14th, 2009 1437 GMT

I have been his fan since day one when he was just five years old, had all his records, since his un timely death now every one loves him, but made his life a living hell here on earth! i pray for his children to be strong and family! there will be a lot of ugly things written about him ....of course he is not here to defend himself. Its a shame that some one has to die as him to be honor and loved. Please dont talk bad about him think about his children!!!!
Lets just thank god for letting him live for 50 years and MJ for giving us his music talent and love for life, he will live on in our hearts and his music will live on!!!!
may the gates of heaven open for him and im sure that in heaven he is singing and dancing and finally at peace R.I.P. i will always remenber you always, thats my promise to you.
Nancy from puerto rico

S   July 14th, 2009 1439 GMT

Still cant believe you are gone. You were the greatest, you touched our hearts through your music. You had a truly God given talent. Rest in eternal peace in God's arms. We will surely meet in heaven . Greatly missed

Pinkydo   July 14th, 2009 1458 GMT

I love u Michael. Now they sure will leave u alone to enjot that rest u ve always craved for

gmtry1   July 14th, 2009 1512 GMT

Michael Jackson, too big a name for me to know, when he's made most of his greatest hits, I was just a high school kid and pop music didn't exist in my life. However, viewing some of his best music videos and recordings of his live performances, I started to realize how HUGE a talent he has been. The perfect sense of rhythm, the precision, the musicality, he was all that, which definitly makes some of the top singers nowadays look like a bunch of clowns. Thanks for the generosity of all MJ's fans for uploading great performances of Michael Jackson, so people like me can have a glimpes of the masterpieces of the King of Pop.

Caroline   July 14th, 2009 1542 GMT

What a truly remarkable memorial fit for a King.You will never leave our hearts and we will always treasure the joy and happiness you brought to the world.May you finally rest in peace and keep smiling down on us.Love you Michael Jackson.

Sarah   July 14th, 2009 1547 GMT

I'm really glad with what his fans in London did yesterday, going to the O2 Arena to celebrate what should have been a come-back tour for Michael. Thank you TRUE MJ FANS for being there & for showing the world what a great person Michael was, & will always be! It's a shame thu, u are there, & he's no not :(
I'm surprised i feel that way, but i really DO miss him indeed. it's like he was a family member that i no more find around! Guess this is what a true artist/person would to to their fans & the ones who love them.
Love you for always Michael
Sarah-Egypt.

Oluwatoyin Mustapha   July 14th, 2009 1555 GMT

I Love him so much and l pray to God to forgive all his sins and give his gentle soul peace, though have not yet belive he his gone.

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